Tuesday, January 29, 2008
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You can’t revisit your childhood, because it no longer exists, I told myself. The Children’s Villa affords the most brutal evidence that childhood is no longer possible. You have to accept this. All you see when you look back is this gaping void. Not only your childhood, but the whole of your past, is a gaping void. This is why it’s best not to look back. You have to understand that you mustn’t look back, if only for reasons of self-protection, I thought. Whenever you look back into the past, you’re looking into a gaping void. Even yesterday is a gaping void, even the moment that’s just passed.”
(trans. David McLintock)
You can’t revisit your childhood, because it no longer exists, I told myself. The Children’s Villa affords the most brutal evidence that childhood is no longer possible. You have to accept this. All you see when you look back is this gaping void. Not only your childhood, but the whole of your past, is a gaping void. This is why it’s best not to look back. You have to understand that you mustn’t look back, if only for reasons of self-protection, I thought. Whenever you look back into the past, you’re looking into a gaping void. Even yesterday is a gaping void, even the moment that’s just passed.”
(trans. David McLintock)
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".............“they lack the intellectual energy, because they have not discovered the intellect - the intellect around them or the intellect within them - and have therefore not taken the first step, which is the precondition for taking the second.”
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".....People are always talking about it being their duty to find their way to their fellow men - to their neighbour, as they are forever saying with all the baseness of false sentiment - when in fact it is purely and simply a question of finding their way to themselves.’ ....................
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".............“they lack the intellectual energy, because they have not discovered the intellect - the intellect around them or the intellect within them - and have therefore not taken the first step, which is the precondition for taking the second.”
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".....People are always talking about it being their duty to find their way to their fellow men - to their neighbour, as they are forever saying with all the baseness of false sentiment - when in fact it is purely and simply a question of finding their way to themselves.’ ....................
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Monday, January 28, 2008
First yo ask the question:
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:19:45] ERROR : Error regarding "Looking for the Baron and Claudia":
bad data from tracker ("This god gets to much CPU power. Script 'announce.php' will not be started...")
Traceback (most recent call last):
File "BitTorrent\Rerequester.pyo", line 373, in _postrequest
File "BTL\bencode.pyo", line 68, in bdecode
BTFailure: not a valid bencoded string and mark this well line man
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:19:45] ERROR : bad data from tracker ("This account gets to much CPU power. Script 'announce.php' will not be started...until I am ready")
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:22:15] WARNING : Problem connecting to life/tracker (http://whose god.org/tracker/announce.php): ConnectionRefusedError.
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:23:35] WARNING : Problem connecting to life (http://whose god.org/tracker/announce.php): ConnectionRefusedError.
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:26:25] WARNING : Problem connecting to past
ConnectionRefusedError.
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:30:05] WARNING : Problem connecting to tracker (http://whose god.org/tracker/announce.php): ConnectionRefusedError
and down it streams, lines dots spots marks
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:19:45] ERROR : Error regarding "Looking for the Baron and Claudia":
bad data from tracker ("This god gets to much CPU power. Script 'announce.php' will not be started...")
Traceback (most recent call last):
File "BitTorrent\Rerequester.pyo", line 373, in _postrequest
File "BTL\bencode.pyo", line 68, in bdecode
BTFailure: not a valid bencoded string and mark this well line man
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:19:45] ERROR : bad data from tracker ("This account gets to much CPU power. Script 'announce.php' will not be started...until I am ready")
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:22:15] WARNING : Problem connecting to life/tracker (http://whose god.org/tracker/announce.php): ConnectionRefusedError.
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:23:35] WARNING : Problem connecting to life (http://whose god.org/tracker/announce.php): ConnectionRefusedError.
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:26:25] WARNING : Problem connecting to past
ConnectionRefusedError.
[5.0.9 2008-01-28 20:30:05] WARNING : Problem connecting to tracker (http://whose god.org/tracker/announce.php): ConnectionRefusedError
and down it streams, lines dots spots marks